Odd sensation

I did it.
For the first time in seven years, I dusted off the resume, got together a bunch of press clips, wrote a cover letter and mailed a packet to another paper.
I kinda feel like I'm cheating on where I work now.
It is an odd feeling.
I know it is the right thing to do.

It is a feature writing position. A bit of a change, but not much.

Part of me wishes - out loud, every 15 minutes - that it didn't have to come to this. But there is too much uncertainty. Not only at work, but in my life.
The trick is to know when to open a new door and step through.
A friend said I needed to follow my heart on this one.
Do what feels right.
And I'm letting my feelings guide this one.
I truly am.