Scrub brush for the soul
A buddy recently returned from eight days in the backcountry to hunt mule deer. It was so cold, water bottles froze inside sleeping bags.
He didn't even bag a deer.
But what he saw - and experienced - was far better. He got to walk in the woods.
And it reminded me that all I need do for myself is to take that walk myself.
So I have been plotting my escape from the concrete and asphalt to the woods. A week, I think, should do the trick.
I wrote this a couple of years back and have tweaked it a bit here.
A Scrub Brush for the Soul
A walk into the woods is a scrub brush for the soul.
Thoreau knew that, as did Whitman, Muir and certainly Leopold. Drawn by respect and awe, they all ventured into the woods and used their words to paint broad strokes of wonder and wisdom that now are used in motivational posters pinned to cubical walls.
"Talk of mysteries! Think of our life in nature, daily to be shown matter, to come in contact with it, rocks, trees, wind on our cheeks! The solid earth! The actual world! The common sense! Contact! Contact! Who are we? Where are we?" Thoreau wrote in "The Maine Woods, Ktaadn."
"The clearest way into the Universe is through a forest wilderness," Muir wrote in "John of the Mountains."
"There are some who can live without wild things, and some who cannot," Leopold wrote in "A Sand County Almanac."
I side with cannot. This is where I'm supposed to be. Surrounded by the wilds of Northern California and enough gear and time off to explore. A walk into the woods, a chance to repair the mental weight of modern life.
With all the fortitude of Atlas, you heft the pack and of giddy heart, start up a dusty trail that splits tall pine. A sweat begins to rise at the small of your back and on your brow. You notice that for the first time in too long a time, it seems the only thing you hear is the beat of your own heart, the breath through your lungs and the rush of air though the pines.
A scrub brush for the soul. Nothing matters but that next step, the next switchback, the next creek crossing.
Simpler times for men like Thoreau and Muir led to an all-consuming awe of the natural world. If it was that easy now. Four miles up the trail and my mind begins to wander ...
What does the future hold? Can I pay that bill? What about groceries?
And then you enter a meadow that's split by a cool-running stream, with old-growth pines that stand watch like Centurions. The scent of pine, grass and clean water washes over you and instantly you're snapped back into a clarity of thought and senses. You stop to lie in the cool grass in the shade of a pine ...
and ... just ... stare ... into ... a ... sky ... so ... blue.
But the trail beckons, another few miles to another campsite, another lake.
Curse the modern man, whose problems weigh the mind down as to cause a stoop.
You swear you can't help it.
What do I do now? How can I be successful and still be happy? Why the disrespect at work? Why? Why?
At the end of the trail, there is fellowship and cold beer at the Etna Brewery. We recount trail tales that won't make it to wives and girlfriends. We plot our next walk into the woods with the innocence of children.
Unfortunately, the stress we left behind begins to creep back. Projects to complete. Family issues. Work, politics, mortgages, traffic, road rage.
And then, a Pacific Crest Trail thru-hiker walks in the door. The weight of his pack makes a sweaty "H" on his grimy shirt. He's gaunt later he tells us he's lost 30 pounds and has the stare of a man who has had lots of time to think. The PCT is 2,650 miles from Mexico to Canada; from the PCT, it's a 13.8-mile trek into downtown Etna.
He wolfs a burger and three beers, tells us he quit his job, just for the chance to walk into the woods. We pay his tab for PCT hikers, it's called Trail Magic and he's more than grateful. Handshakes all around, and a look of pleasure from a man who has miles to go, which for today is another 10 miles before bedding down for the evening.
He'll average 20 miles a day, every day, for six months. But he says it's where he needs to be.
And I think back to my problems, my life. What lies ahead. Luckily, I live in Northern California, where the woods are just a walk away. A scrub brush for the soul.
"We need the tonic of wilderness ... We can never have enough nature," Thoreau wrote.
And I know this is where I'm supposed to be.
He didn't even bag a deer.
But what he saw - and experienced - was far better. He got to walk in the woods.
And it reminded me that all I need do for myself is to take that walk myself.
So I have been plotting my escape from the concrete and asphalt to the woods. A week, I think, should do the trick.
I wrote this a couple of years back and have tweaked it a bit here.
A Scrub Brush for the Soul
A walk into the woods is a scrub brush for the soul.
Thoreau knew that, as did Whitman, Muir and certainly Leopold. Drawn by respect and awe, they all ventured into the woods and used their words to paint broad strokes of wonder and wisdom that now are used in motivational posters pinned to cubical walls.
"Talk of mysteries! Think of our life in nature, daily to be shown matter, to come in contact with it, rocks, trees, wind on our cheeks! The solid earth! The actual world! The common sense! Contact! Contact! Who are we? Where are we?" Thoreau wrote in "The Maine Woods, Ktaadn."
"The clearest way into the Universe is through a forest wilderness," Muir wrote in "John of the Mountains."
"There are some who can live without wild things, and some who cannot," Leopold wrote in "A Sand County Almanac."
I side with cannot. This is where I'm supposed to be. Surrounded by the wilds of Northern California and enough gear and time off to explore. A walk into the woods, a chance to repair the mental weight of modern life.
With all the fortitude of Atlas, you heft the pack and of giddy heart, start up a dusty trail that splits tall pine. A sweat begins to rise at the small of your back and on your brow. You notice that for the first time in too long a time, it seems the only thing you hear is the beat of your own heart, the breath through your lungs and the rush of air though the pines.
A scrub brush for the soul. Nothing matters but that next step, the next switchback, the next creek crossing.
Simpler times for men like Thoreau and Muir led to an all-consuming awe of the natural world. If it was that easy now. Four miles up the trail and my mind begins to wander ...
What does the future hold? Can I pay that bill? What about groceries?
And then you enter a meadow that's split by a cool-running stream, with old-growth pines that stand watch like Centurions. The scent of pine, grass and clean water washes over you and instantly you're snapped back into a clarity of thought and senses. You stop to lie in the cool grass in the shade of a pine ...
and ... just ... stare ... into ... a ... sky ... so ... blue.
But the trail beckons, another few miles to another campsite, another lake.
Curse the modern man, whose problems weigh the mind down as to cause a stoop.
You swear you can't help it.
What do I do now? How can I be successful and still be happy? Why the disrespect at work? Why? Why?
At the end of the trail, there is fellowship and cold beer at the Etna Brewery. We recount trail tales that won't make it to wives and girlfriends. We plot our next walk into the woods with the innocence of children.
Unfortunately, the stress we left behind begins to creep back. Projects to complete. Family issues. Work, politics, mortgages, traffic, road rage.
And then, a Pacific Crest Trail thru-hiker walks in the door. The weight of his pack makes a sweaty "H" on his grimy shirt. He's gaunt later he tells us he's lost 30 pounds and has the stare of a man who has had lots of time to think. The PCT is 2,650 miles from Mexico to Canada; from the PCT, it's a 13.8-mile trek into downtown Etna.
He wolfs a burger and three beers, tells us he quit his job, just for the chance to walk into the woods. We pay his tab for PCT hikers, it's called Trail Magic and he's more than grateful. Handshakes all around, and a look of pleasure from a man who has miles to go, which for today is another 10 miles before bedding down for the evening.
He'll average 20 miles a day, every day, for six months. But he says it's where he needs to be.
And I think back to my problems, my life. What lies ahead. Luckily, I live in Northern California, where the woods are just a walk away. A scrub brush for the soul.
"We need the tonic of wilderness ... We can never have enough nature," Thoreau wrote.
And I know this is where I'm supposed to be.
Comments
"But I heartily admit a kinship with the primitive, and I have only respect for lovers and interpreters of nature. To hell with the psychologists and city-bred psychoanalysts and all the other freaks spawned by our rotting civilization. They've lived between concrete and shingles so long they've forgot their origin. They ought to get out before sun-up and walk through the grass barefooted some morning, just for an unfamiliar experience. I once wrote a rhyme in which I tried to express my resentment:
You have built a world of paper and wood.
Culture and cult and lies;
Has the cobra altered beneath its hood,
Or the fire in the tiger's eyes?
You have turned from valley and hill and flood,
You have set yourselves apart,
Forgetting the earth that feeds the blood
And the talon that finds the heart.
You boast you have stilled the lustful call
Of the black ancestral ape,
But life, the tigress that born you all
Has never changed her shape.
And a strange shape comes to your faery mead,
With a fixed black simian frown,
But you will not know and you will not heed
Till your towers come tumbling down.
I've forgotten the rest of it, which is doubtless as well. "
Enjoy your walk about.
CS
"But I heartily admit a kinship with the primitive, and I have only respect for lovers and interpreters of nature. To hell with the psychologists and city-bred psychoanalysts and all the other freaks spawned by our rotting civilization. They've lived between concrete and shingles so long they've forgot their origin. They ought to get out before sun-up and walk through the grass barefooted some morning, just for an unfamiliar experience. I once wrote a rhyme in which I tried to express my resentment:
You have built a world of paper and wood.
Culture and cult and lies;
Has the cobra altered beneath its hood,
Or the fire in the tiger's eyes?
You have turned from valley and hill and flood,
You have set yourselves apart,
Forgetting the earth that feeds the blood
And the talon that finds the heart.
You boast you have stilled the lustful call
Of the black ancestral ape,
But life, the tigress that born you all
Has never changed her shape.
And a strange shape comes to your faery mead,
With a fixed black simian frown,
But you will not know and you will not heed
Till your towers come tumbling down.
I've forgotten the rest of it, which is doubtless as well. "
Enjoy your walk about.
CS
I know that I'm willing to put up with a lot of inconvenience for my house that backs up on a river and woods that can't be developed...